Why I hate Flickr

Friday, October 1, 2010

Why I hate Flickr:

I hate Flickr because I am exposed to photographers whom I feel I will never be as good as. (I love Flickr because I am exposed to beautiful and inspiring art work.)

Beautiful and inspiring work is not always beautiful or inspiring to me.
It makes me feel shitty. It makes me feel like I am wasting my time. It makes my own work feel pointless, contrived, and cliched. It makes me feel like a dress-up pretend photographer. I see photographs which are simple, in simple locations, with simple lighting, and simple set up. And they are beautiful. Effortless. They make me feel like I should be able to take photographs of equal quality with the life and surroundings I have. This leads me to believe I have A. No passion, B. No drive, C. No creativity or inspiration.

I hate Flickr because I am exposed to girls who are years younger than me and centuries ahead of me in talent. This makes me feel like I should have been doing work as good as them at ages younger than I am. This makes me feel like I have no future in this medium. I feel like I have no direction when I look at others work and they have such a constant skill level and consistent style and aesthetic. I hate Flickr because it exposes me to certain ideals and drills into me certain styles. I hate Flickr because as I shoot I sometimes feel like my ideas are not my own. (I love Flickr because it gives me motivation to shoot.) I hate Flickr because I always end up comparing my work to others.

I hate Flickr.


Now I know what you are going to say to me:

1. Your photography is just as good as theirs.
2. You have all the time in the world to grow!
3. I love you.
4. Your photography is beautiful.
5. You ARE creative.
6. You're not supposed to have a style yet.
7. Blah.
8. Blah.
9. Blah.


(This wouldn't be a rant if I wasn't grumpy.)


So.
If you were thinking of saying to me anything along the lines of 1-9............... Just know that I will still feel shitty afterwards. In fact, I will feel even shittier.



The only way I will possibly feel better is if I have a hot steamy kiss. As Steele is the only person who can give me this, you all may as well give up.

3 comments :

  1. Flickr makes me feel the same way almost constantly. But eventually I shake my head and realize hey I got into one of the most prestigious art schools in the US and photography is my life and I know I'll be making photographs for the rest of my life. And I don't care what anyone else thinks because photography makes me who I am.

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  2. Seeing YOUR work makes me feel the way you are feeling now. Reality is screaming in my face " You will never be able to make a career out of this! You will work at Pizza Bella for the rest of your life!"

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  3. I'm so thankful that I've subconsciously fallen off the Flickr train. My pictures used to be fueled only by posting them on Flickr. It was so stupid.
    I understand what you mean about having certain styles drilled into you. It made me think that to be good and liked, I had to take these certain types of photos. Last year I realized the photos I am most happy taking.

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