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Friday, October 5, 2012

Another day.

Another day where I didn't take any photographs. Another day that will be lost to my memory.

Since there is nothing for yesterday, day 113, and I have yet to take today's pictures, I will just let myself ramble a little bit.

Today I am feeling a little bogged down about a friendship. This blog might not be the place to put this, but since I decided I would post every day, there will be bad days I guess. I am feeling a little bogged down about a non-friendship, rather.

You know non-friendships. The kind of friendships that were, and now they're not. Not demolished. Just non. Maybe they're put on hold. And there's nothing necessarily wrong, just distance growing that seems like it can never be bridged because you've already tried to build little bridges before, and they've just fallen down.

I'm not used to this non-friendship thing. I'm used to demolished friendships that I, and other participants, tore to pieces. Non-friendships are more scary because they leave me with this empty feeling in my stomach.

And that's all I have to say. A non-friendship. An unresolved blog.

2 comments :

  1. Brrrrr...


    Little bridge

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  2. I know that feeling. It's haunting and awful, and sad. So, what I always *try* to do is to remember the amazing friendships that I have, that are strong or budding, and I concentrate on those.

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